I feel like i'm losing my mind

All the misery is making it so I am now blind

Something's different, at least that is something I can attest

If you pointed it out, I would never even have guessed

Change is something that I really really don't wanna try

If you look, you'll know that I don't wanna reach for the sky

Content with sitting in my comfortable monotony

I know that you'll all look at me like i'm a wannabe

And I truly do not want to crawl back into my hole

I wanna chase my dreams and cross off every one of my goals

It's just the world is wanting me to crash right into a pole

People treating me like I don't even have any soul

But here's the thing, it's just i'm

Stuck inside a wave of feelings I don't wanna feel again

And I can't find the courage to go in and make the dragon slain

Trapped inside a train that's going right into the wrong lane

Keep pushing this on and you'll just make me go full insane

How do I evolve, kill this problem I can't solve?

Planet where my mind revolves and the gravity's strong

I don't wanna fall, I don't want my life to stall

But it's burying me under and I cannot stop this call

Can you help me take back control?

My mind's at war, and i'm losing the things that do make me whole

A losing battle that I fight, it's up to me to change tide

I've been here running, hiding, but I can no longer just hide

Can't even speak without the nerve that something's watching me

Follow my intuition, no it can't, it just makes me flee

So i'll just take it head-on, I no longer have any choice

It takes me down, but now my reluctance is fully devoid

And I truly do not want to crawl back into my hole

I wanna chase my dreams and cross off every one of my goals

It's just the world is wanting me to crash right into a pole

People treating me like I don't even have any soul

But here's the thing, it's just i'm

Stuck inside a wave of feelings I don't wanna feel again

And I can't find the courage to go in and make the dragon slain

Trapped inside a train that's going right into the wrong lane

Keep pushing this on and you'll just make me go full insane

How do I evolve, kill this problem I can't solve?

Planet where my mind revolves and the gravity's strong

I don't wanna fall, I don't want my life to stall

But it's burying me under and I cannot stop this call

Stuck inside a wave of feelings I don't wanna feel again

And I can't find the courage to go in and make the dragon slain

Trapped inside a train that's going right into the wrong lane

Keep pushing this on and you'll just make me go full insane

How do I evolve, kill this problem I can't solve?

Planet where my mind revolves and the gravity's strong

I don't wanna fall, I don't want my life to stall

But it's burying me under and I cannot stop this call