Late in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous

Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it

Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin

Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it 'cause I lack expression, thankful I am

That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you understand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Drowning every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

Something I still think is going, but I know it's not

Try through breathing in the now, but in the air gets kind

'Cause even though I'm older now and now I know to shake off the past

I would if I made it, if I didn't, there you're holding my hand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothing I can do anymore

Drowning every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know I would never be this strong without you

You've seen how I've grown, you took

All my doubts 'cause you were home

I don't wanna lose control

There's nothing I can do anymore

I don't wanna lose control

Oh no, there's nothing I can do anymore, anymore

Drowning every day when I hold my breath

Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest

I don't wanna lose control