I wanna hold you

I wanna tell you how I feel

Can you put down the bottle?

So I know how you really feel

I've known you eight moons now

I've loved you the last two

I keep that secret like a CIA agent

'Cause I'm scared you'll shut the operation down

I might be charged with espionage

For keeping tabs on your self-sabotage

Is it odd if we beat the odds?

Am I just convenient now?

Friends are used to having me around and

Can you say do you love me with reservation

Or are you just scared to let me down

You are my best friend

The thought of losing you makes me sick to my stomach and

I thought we'd make it and I was just feeling anxious

At these big feelings psyched us both out

I might be charged with espionage

For keeping tabs on your self-sabotage

Is it odd if we beat the odds?

Is it odd that you're off and I'm on

Do we call this off?

I usually can't write

When I'm having the time of my life

But the doubts made it easy, the words just flowed through me

And I think this might be our last song