I had a dream last night

First I remember in a long time

I was in a house that was expanding from the inside

Found everything I need, food and a place to breathe

Found this pretentious fuck in the dining room

Talking black and white, left hand, right hand

I said"Hey man. It's a big, gray world"

He asked me my name, I said"it doesn't matter"

(It doesn't matter. What really matters?)

A silent war deep inside me

Other voices fight to guide me

Truth and lies, they're all the same

Please do not give this thing a name

I had a dream last night that my life was a TV show

Ratings in the toilet and I was getting cancelled

Everyone I knew got cast in other projects

But for me it just meant annihilation

A silent war deep inside me

Other voices fight to guide me

You can't hurt me worse than I do

Leave if you won't see this through

I used to think that stasis was the enemy

The most useless part of the Holy Trinity

I used to think that I was The Great Creator

But it all falls apart sooner or later

I captured my shadow and locked it away

I buried it deep, and in darkness it grew

We avert our eyes from the face of destruction

But sometimes it's the only way to build anew

I had a dream last night

It was so real that I could taste it

A dead man on a rope was swinging from a rotting tree

A bag on his head obscuring his face

Had a white tan-line on his left ring finger

Buzzards circling up in the sky

He said"Hey, man. Come join the club"

I asked him his name, he said"don't ask stupid questions"

(Don't ask stupid questions? They're all stupid questions)

A silent war deep inside me

Other voices fight to guide me

Truth and lies, they're all the same

Please do not give this thing a name

A silent war deep inside me

Other voices fight to guide me

You can't hurt me worse than I do

Leave if you won't see this through.