This is how it goes, who knew I was a ghost?

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

This is how it goes, who knew I was a ghost?

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

Wake up every morning and I see the devil in my face

Wondering how the fuck I'm supposed to get out this place?

Lately I been thinking about the old days

Back when I thought these feelings was an old phase

Bad connection, yeah I lost my shit both ways

I hate telling my friends I'll be okay

Wish I could wake up from this bad dream

And pour a couple drops of the Visine

My brain melting like ice cream

Everytime I'm feeling down I buy some nice things

But what does money really bring?

If I can't buy happiness it don't mean a thing

This is how it goes, who knew I was a ghost?

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

This is how it goes, who knew I was a ghost?

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

Who knew that I was a ghost?

I know I'm doing the most

Just know I'm ready to go

Just know I'm ready to go

Who knew that I was a ghost?

I know I'm doing the most

Just know I'm ready to go

Just know I'm ready to go

Crazy how everything turns out

Thought it all would've worked out

Didn't like it, so I searched out

Why am I always so burnt out?

All of these things I just blurt out

My feelings so easy to hurt now

Look at the things that I broke down

I'm stuck on a cloud, where are you now?

Looking for things to say

Why am I in my own way?

Rome wasn't built in a day

I wish I could just get away

We could play the quiet game, but for me that's not hard to play

Throw it away in the fireplace

I don't deserve this life anyway

This is how it goes, who knew I was a ghost?

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

This is how it goes, who knew I was a ghost? (Ghost, ghost)

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

Who knew I was a ghost?

I always do the most

In my mind I hold you close

I'll find you again, I hope

When I find which way to go

It's hard for me to know

With these emotions that I show

Can you show me the way to go?