I'm about to lose it

My mind been going in circles, I feel so clueless

I've been so stuck inside my ways, what am I doing

I got this thirty on my waist, don't make me use it

If it's bout a check like Nike, I just do it

I'm about to lose it

My mind been going in circles, I feel so clueless

I've been so stuck inside my ways, what am I doing

I got this thirty on my waist, don't make me use it

Don't think I'm stupid

Cause I've been taking all these drugs, I feel abusive

You say I don't help with your problems, you say I'm useless

Don't wanna fall in love again, so I killed cupid

Plus I've been going through some things, this ain't excuses

Cause I've been through it all

From the rise to the fall

It's fucked up, you can pick up your phone but you got no one to call

They kick you down so many times but you still standing tall

And best believe I go out bussing, with my back against the wall

What they gon' do to me

I learn the language, money talk, I speak it fluently

I know it's gon' change up from the start, this shit ain't new to me

I really thought that girl loved me, but she was using me

That shit had turn my heart so cold, something like this jewelry

You **** ain't really like that, stop the tomfoolery

Some people think the physical things, it brings you happiness

I got the money and the fame, why is this happening?

I'm about to lose it

My mind been going in circles, I feel so clueless

I've been so stuck inside my ways, what am I doing

I got this thirty on my waist, don't make me use it

If it's bout a check like Nike, I just do it

I'm about to lose it

My mind been going in circles, I feel so clueless

I've been so stuck inside my ways, what am I doing

I got this thirty on my waist, don't make me use it