Keep myself up through the night

It's like I been scared of light

I'm feelin' loose, she feelin' tight

No attitude not here to fight

I'm out of sight I'm out of mind

I can't lie I'm out of mine

I'm adding up while you divide

I take my time but can't decide

I'm indecisive

Love my vices

Probably why I don't seem to like shit

Thinkin' twice it's hard to fight it

Probably why I been feelin' lifeless

But I'm blessed

I'm the best

Why my lyrics come when I'm restless?

Why do they not ever get the message?

Love hard and get left for seconds

I'm a funnel can you fill the void?

I'm the treble can you feel the noise?

I'm the match I been feelin' burnt out

I'm the kid breaking all the toys

Lately I been feelin' like I'm fucked up

Crazy 'cuz I'm feelin' like I lucked up

Maybe lucked out

Feelin' self doubt

Still know I'm the shit just took a tough route

Routed the circuits then cut it all free

Build and destroys a love language to me

I love and hate it but love who I be

Through everything I still know what I bleed

Routed the circuits then cut it all free

Build and destroys a love language to me

I love and hate it but love who I be

Through everything I still know what I

Keep myself up through the night

It's like I been scared of light

I'm feelin' loose, she feelin' tight

No attitude not here to fight

I'm out of sight I'm out of mind

I can't lie I'm out of mine

I'm adding up while you divide

I take my time but can't decide

I keep myself up through the night

I can't stay awake through the day

It's like the demons stay outside and I can't keep myself way

If every nightmares in my mind does that mean she's here with me too?

I'm tryna' keep myself alive by killing anything that moves

I'm lowkey in love with the look in her eyes

Swears she an angel but you'll be surprised

In every fairytale the princess lies

And she play the hero like he a lil' toy

And act like she need him while she actin' coy

And pushes the MC into the void

Now I love a story that come with a lil' twist

I feel most alive falling in the abyss

I'm staying awake just so I can feel this

Maybe that's what a true addict is

Hahaha

Alright

Who cares about a peace of mind?

The truth is I'd rather die

That's the reason why I

Keep myself up through the night

It's like I been scared of light

I'm feelin' loose, she feelin' tight

No attitude not here to fight

I'm out of sight I'm out of mind

I can't lie I'm out of mine

I'm adding up while you divide

I take my time but can't decide