see me (snippet)

Give me strength, I've cried too many times, there ain't no quiet in my bed

I hate myself, but I do it in private, I'm so scared

I just can't have you anywhere near me

Cause what if they see me, why did I save me

I think I owe an apology

Take it out on us when I was young, cause I promised him

That I'd figure all this out by the time that he got in here

But that was a lie and I am sad and ashamed

Cause I'm to blame

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

For all that I'm fighting is fought by a person I can't see

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I let him hide, all cause of me

Give me strength, I've cried too many times, there ain't no quiet in my bed

I hate myself, but I do it in private, I'm so scared

I just can't have you anywhere near me