Feels like I'll never be the same

Tried to outrun the growing pains

I'm not here half of the time

Come get me out, it's been a while

Turns out, I'm in this spiral again

None of my ghosts sleeps wearing me down

Whatever happened left me here crying

And it feels like

(Yeah it feels like)

I'm going backwards trying to forget

Intrusive thoughts and my father complex

And it feels like

(I keep it in boxes)

Yeah it feels like

I'm on a highway to get better again

(I'm getting better again)

At the wrong things, I like it better down here

In my head, half of the time

Yeah I've missed me, it's been a while

None of my ghosts sleeps wearing me down

Whatever happened left me here crying

And it feels like

(yeah it feels like)

I'm going backwards trying to forget

Intrusive thoughts and my father complex

And it feels like

(I keep it in boxes)

It's gonna pull at my heartstrings

And down the line

Keep me awake in the middle of the night

It's gonna hit harder and knock me out

But I keep it in boxes

A hundred days of bad dreams

Hallucinations, desperation

Fixations, I don't think

I'll ever make it out of here

Hundred days, an ordeal

Boxes with the bad stuff

And it feels like

Like I'm going backwards trying to forget

Intrusive thoughts and my father complex

I keep it in boxes