(Good Will)

Hey, God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Oh, God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

I got a purpose in this world, for sure, I'm yet to find it

They see the pain I'm holdin' in 'cause it's been hard to hide it

Mixed emotions, I'm doin' bad, try to cope with violence

I'm really ventin' with this music, I can't help but rhyme it

I know it's light after the rain, some days just wanna go

I got a question, if God is watchin', then he should know

I'm at the line of suicide, my brother hit the pole

They say I'm rich, they say I'm famous, I'm still all alone

I'm hopin' Heaven real, God, I need to know

I'm hoping Suede ain't suffer, God, I need to know

I'm hopin', will I make it? God, I need to know

I'm hopin' this pain passes, God, I need to know

I'm in this planet full of people, walk through like it's empty

I feel it's snowin' like a reindeer, even though it's plenty

I got a spirit full of darkness, plus the hurt just dent me

Shit, I'd recover from trauma, but look at how it left me

I can't seem to get shit right, I'm always doin' wrong

Ain't nobody perfect, I know you hate me, just play along

I can't tell you what I feel, go listen to this song

They ask me why I never eat, I'm haunted by the poem

No appetite, shit, all the killers know just what I'm sayin'

My inner kid was stripped away, no bond with those who playin'

Holidays ain't even fun, I spend it with those layin'

Play if you want, them models call and find out where you stayin'

Spend time alone tryna find peace, they say I'm actin' different

My brother gone, the way he died is why I'm actin' distant

When you get money where I'm from, you feel the envy instant

It's hard when fightin' depression and stayin' optimistic

I just wanna move my mom for all them nights of stress

My only flaw's I love hard and give 'em nothin' less

I told him, no, he disregard it like a thousand yes

I'm insecure and hide the pain with the way I dress

And it's been eatin' me alive, I live this dream alone

Me and my brother plotted this, but he ain't make it home

I guess a better life ain't promised when you really struggle

We had to bleed and cry for this, it wasn't off the muscle

I used to pray like, "God, help, the rent is overdue"

My mama cry herself to sleep and wake up actin' new

She acted like we got it covered, deep down feelin' lost

You can't just wait for it to come, you gotta pay the cost

Hey, God, I need to know

Will I make it past the pain? God, I need to know

Will I overcome the rain? God, I need to know

Hey, will I make it and be sane? God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Will I ever see it change? God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Hey, God, I need to know

Will I make it and be sane? God, I need to know