i'll see you soon i guess (mood swings)

Just been back from seein' old friends

I saw a couple flaws in my plan, they've both fuckin' risen up and

I'm stuck trippin' up over vocab, thinkin' I can fuckin' multitask with both hands

Tied up, need a riptide on my trident, I wanna make it out alive with my own mind

Just been back from seein' old friends

I saw a couple flaws in my plan, they've both fuckin' risen up and

I'm stuck trippin' up over vocab, thinkin' I can fuckin' multitask with both hands

Tied up, need a riptide on my trident, I wanna make it out alive with my own mind

If not this, then how do I make it? If not this, then how the fuck do I make it?

I've tried everything, I've tried so hard

My vision's still the same even in doubt, but I still can't figure out how

The fuck I'm supposed to do this, how do I make it?

Buried a lot of shit these past few years, but this one, I'mma let it open out

Coz I wanna show y'all

I feel tired, and I feel tired, and

I feel tired, I'm so tired

Fuck all the hate I now eat on my plate

I used to write all of my lyrics in English and Maths

And all in my books and their pages

Feels like I'm runnin' for days n'

Buildin' up friends, "You're amazin'"

Questionin' whether I'll find somebody that respects me

And I can amaze at

It feels like I'm stuck in a maze and

Doublin' work soon as—

Soon as I see and observe

Tellin' me I'm on generic shit, that hit a nerve

Grateful to 'B' and 'L' and even you __ double 'L' 'Y'

Sick of the sidelines, I'm sick of the sidelines

I just have to leave, I think for a bit, to go for a drive

I'm takin' my bag, my meds, and even my hard drive with me

(With me, me, me)

And I feel like I am losin' patience again

Always treated secondary on your list, secondary

I'mma marry whoever the fuck I want

Used to know names like Mary and Gary and Dom

All of 'em off of my radar, livin' their life

All of my classes are gone, shoutout to Issy and Josh and Meg Chor

They used to always make sure I was good, made sure I was tight