In Loving Misery

I let it all rot in me

Emerald eyes I used to see

A million cuts I held the knife

Venom in the thoughts

I victimize

Insecurity

A guiding beam

No breaking free

It's killing me

I picked the film

Set the lights

Imperfect dark

It's showtime

Who's flesh do you crave

When you lie alone

Sundown heavy pulse

They don't have to know

Did my machine made parts

Leave you dead and cold

You're my exorcism

So come save my soul

Blessed queen

I kneel at the crimson throne

I'll be your nightly knight

Til you let me go

I know we're gonna burn

I can see the smoke

Through the flames

We're bound to choke

Feels like I've been waiting to die

This entropy stole

My peace of mind

And I would rather rot

Cause I can't sleep tonight

This misery is such a task to hide

Feels like I've been waiting to die

This entropy stole

My peace of mind

And I would rather rot

Cause I can't sleep tonight

This misery is such a task to hide

Director's cut

The shots lining up

Celluloid and poison

From the two of cups

Is this the fiction we write

The roles we play

Is anything ever worth it

In this pointless game

Cinematic at first

Like make believe

Replayed the reel

Fabricated the scene

A framing device

To sweeten the lies

You're the main attraction

Don't forget to shine

All lights died slow in the freezing wind

Muted pulse laid bare

Gave it all to sin

Delirious from a lack of temperance

Is this a way to live

Will the night ever end

We knew from the start

There was something wrong

I heard dissonance

When you sang my song

Nightmare so vivid

We played along

You should've left this corpse alone

Feels like I've been waiting to die

This entropy stole

My peace of mind

And I would rather rot

Cause I can't sleep tonight

This misery is such a task to hide

Feels like I've been waiting to die

This entropy stole

My peace of mind

And I would rather rot

Cause I can't sleep tonight

This misery is such a task to hide

Silver screen

Silver ring

Such precious things

We hide beneath

Silver screen

Silver ring

Such precious things

We hide beneath

Feels like I've been waiting to die

This entropy stole

My peace of mind

And I would rather rot

Cause I can't sleep tonight

This misery is such a task to hide

Feels like I've been waiting to die

This entropy stole

My peace of mind

And I would rather rot

Cause I can't sleep tonight

This misery is such a task to hide