the odds are stacked against us friend

i know that our short time depends on it

no we can't treat it lightly

oh it will likely kill me that i must live without you

because i can't swim

to be here in distant dream

full-knowing we're incomplete

the odds are stacked against our love

i'm always waking up when he is sleeping still

the catalyst

i know i plummet to the depths with no reasoning

one reason was the birds singing

i curled in a ball

and thought of you

and all you meant

i'll compose myself

i'll get over it

though i can't tell if this is better to be left another lesson learned?