Midnight Thoughts

Im sitting down

On the shay lounge

In the enclosed porch

Going through all sorts

Of thoughts that I have

I got a headache

It's like my beliefs running laps

That's why I gotta talk about it

And put it on wax

Look people can't mind their business nowadays

They feel entitled

They wanna be apart of it now a days

You know what happens when people get in ya business now a days

What goes up must come down

Thats your business now a days huh.

When I walk into a room

Why you always leaving

When I sit down at a table

Why you always moving

It's been a common occurrence

For the past 5 years

I wouldn’t speak on it

If it didn't bother me

It just happens more frequently now

That your starting to show your indecency now

Your looking more like feces right now

I don't know who to blame

You or your family now

Damn.

They rather report me

Than support me

Ignore me

Than consult me

Cheat on me

Than divorce me

Tabitha's right

As soon as their friends influence them to leave me

It's just a matter of time

Before its over and out

Look at every relationship

That's how it always plays out

Their friends get another man just to work into the plan

Damn maybe that's why I’m always spiteful

Maybe that's why I’m so observant

And stay mindful

Every time I feel like somethings off Ill confront it

That way when it keeps happening

No one will ever say I never said nothing

Exit strategy in place

Just to get out of this place

Like my best friend tells me all the time

Don't put up with too much shit

Midnight Thoughts