Staring out the window

On a starry night

Going 75

Seeing only head lights

The pain drips from my eyes

I'm sorry I'm such a waste of time

What's the point of this life?

I'm told all the time

I've got a reason to be alive

No matter what the feeling

Deep down inside

Is it the depression or the regression?

Maybe the loss or the suppressing?

The mess or the tension?

Deep down inside it's a blessing

The pain is worth every lesson

But which ones worth learning?

Time has kicked me in the mouth

Made me fall down

I'd get back up

Just to fall again somehow

What is the reason that I keep on pushing

Is there really any meaning?

Guess it doesn't matter anyhow

Time to get back up and show them somehow

I watched my life burn down before me

I fell into the low

Can you really blame me?

They said it would make me grow

But truly

I'm lucky that I'm still standing

I'm told all the time

I've got a reason to be alive

No matter what the feeling

Deep down inside

Is it the depression or the regression?

Maybe the loss or the suppressing?

The mess or the tension?

Deep down inside I know it's a blessing

The pain is worth every lesson

But which one is it worth learning?

One day I'll look back and see it

All the heartache that I've been through

I'll see the lessons learned

The bridges burned

Those I left behind still yelling

Waving from the other side of the canyon

It will be time to walk away then

Not sure if it's music

Not sure if it's the loss of amusement

Maybe it will be the failures of others

Possibly the fact it's just numbers

Could be the things I do

Or who I become

Hopefully it's not the villain this time

I'm told all the time

I've got a reason to be alive

No matter what the feeling

Deep down inside

Is it the depression or the regression?

Maybe the loss or the suppressing?

The mess or the tension?

Deep down inside I know it's a blessing

The pain is worth every lesson

But which one is it worth learning?

If you get anything from me let it be this

You gotta keep pushing

Despite the drift

You can't give up

Or lose hope

That's not gonna save you

From the things your endure

Your given situations that you can handle

If you could just find it within you

You can do more then you may know

So strap on that seat belt and hang on

You can cry.you can swear

The whole time if you want

But you gotta get through it

Because your the one

Take that and put it into something

Make a masterpiece out of nothing

Own it Because you made it

And don't take any regrets out of it

You did it

Opinions don't matter unless their your own

Because every rainbow is painted by a storm

Sincerely

Growth