Devil on my Shoulder

I hate the way it feels like, I'm running out of time

Trying not to let down everybody in my life

Maybe that's the reason why I'm staying up at night

There's a devil on my shoulder

And I think he might be right

'Cause I hate the way it feels like I'm being left behind

Tryna find a purpose but I fear I'm losing sight

Of all the many reasons why I'm staying in the fight

There's a devil on my shoulder

And I think he might, think he might be right

I'm drowning and I don't know how

Anyone could pull me out

I'm sorry for the way that I run

I'm sorry for the weight I've become

I'm falling and I don't know why

I can't ever learn to fly

Tryna change I don't know if I can

I think it's just the way that I am

I miss when I was younger, the boy I used to be

If he looked into the future would he like the man he sees

'Cause lately I've been feeling like I'm not where I should be

There's a devil on my shoulder

And that's what he's telling me

I hope that when I'm older, older than today

I'll look upon the present as the turning of the page

Is there any way of knowing when the night will turn to day

There's a devil on my shoulder

Will he ever go, ever go away

I'm drowning and I don't know how

Anyone could pull me out

I'm sorry for the way that I run

I'm sorry for the weight I've become

I'm falling and I don't know why

I can't ever learn to fly

Tryna change I don't know if I can

I think it's just the way that I am

If where I am

Is where I'm meant

Why do I feel lost again

All the tears

And the time I spent

Just to end where I began

If where I am

Is where I'm meant

Why do I feel lost again

All the tears

And the time I spent