Whenever, Whatever

Won’t, say anything

The Orange tears I licked that day

Without taste

The breathless dawn

I can’t forget everything

I’ll protect myself, so it’s okay

But I don’t know

I noticed, I could say anything

I let myself say nothing

The orange warmed me before I knew it

Start thinking about what I want to eat

Inhaled the morning breeze and felt

My memory box closes for a moment

I’ll protect myself, so it’ll be alright from now on

Everynight, I dreamed it’s a blur

Take my meds to drown those out, it was a blur

Everyday, tasteless meals

Whenever, Whatever

But now I have a lot of seasonings

My life, with more care for I