I don't want to be happy again

My disease and me are perfectly content with this

My pain is my own

I'm not afraid of living or dying alone

It's okay I know

It's the fear all the tears you'll go

I can't wait

You want to take drugs

Of course you do

You want that fake love yeah

I want it too

I'm still the same thug

I want to capture you in hate

I want to feel numb

I want to sing to you

Just like I'm undone

I'm feeling you

I never think I'm going to feel okay

Just tell me I'm worse than I've been

Inside of the room I used to fade away and then

I'm lost in my head

A dream of death and losing what I've made

It's okay I know

It's the fear all the tears you'll go

I can't wait

You want to take drugs

You want that fake love

I'm still the same thug you hate

I want to feel numb

Just like I'm undone

I never think I'm going to feel okay

You want to take drugs

Of course you do

You want that fake love yeah

I want it too

I'm still the same thug

I want to capture you in hate

I want to feel numb

I want to sing to you

Just like I'm undone

I'm feeling you

I never think I'm going to feel okay