Welcome to my brain

I'm so glad that you came

Now it's time for me to bring the rain

You know what I came for so don't play

Don't have time for these games

I'm doing this to push you away

Don't need none of these problems in my way

Imma be doing this my way

I don't care what you say

Loosing faith is what I'm doin nowadays

Writting these tracks while I lay

Understand that I'm not playing

But don't take this as a joke is all I'm saying

This my mental and I'm at war

It's sucks cause I don't know what for

Shits eating me up straight to the core

Oh Lord please help me and open a door

It seems like an echo of the same lines

Wondering if people really understand what I'm saying in these rhymes

Gotta respect what I'm saying

If you knew me you would know I can snap and hit with my hands

Stop with the chaos

I've cause enough in this lifetime

All I got comprehend I need a life line

I'm not the same boy from 99 turning 5 and life changing on a drop of a dime

Raised by my grandparents that should've been a sign

Got my parents out here doin the crime

Court dates back to back just needed some downtime

People don't bother me please stand on the sidelines

Watch me crumble as my health declines

Never made a sound until you herd the cries

Hate the answer you're the reason why

The statement is made now I'm dying on the inside

This murder has turned to suicide

But still told people I was fine

My name is Justin I'm a veteran and can't handle what's on my plate

I'm at my worse so I've been asking God to open the gates

I'm done with all the hate

I'm full I've already ate

Getting tired of doing this alone

This is the time mind starts to roam

And all I wanna do is get on the microphone

Smoke some weed and get blown

Start coughing that's two tone

People throwing rocks at me

Having fun with these stones oh

What they don't know

I got two personality and ones ready for war

Yeah

Swinging this sword

Wondering if this is the demon or the Lord

I guess I have my target and I'm aiming

Tried of being told to quit rap

Last time I checked landed with my feet flat on this Earth

Now you're on my welcome mat

But not taking guest that's a fact

When people say that I'm trash

Truthfully feels like a knife in my back

Then throw on this smile and put on this fake act

I'll say it for the record I know I ain't black

This rap shit I promise I don't lack

Welcome to my brain

I'm so glad that you came

Now it's time for me to bring the rain

You know what I came for so don't play

Don't have time for these games

I'm doing this to push you away

Don't need none of these problems in my way

Imma be doing this my way

My way

My way