IT GETS OLD

Yesterday I saw a vision of myself

I was happy as can be, and I smiled differently

And yesterday I thought, “Am I lying to myself?”

Wonder if that's even me, or a false reality

And after all this time

Pretending I’m alright

I’m not alright (ah)

And I’m ten steps ahead

When it's all in front of me

And it feels so out of reach

I don't know what to say

So I look the other way

When I know just what I want

But it's pouring out at once

Don't tell me it's too late

‘Cause it always ends the same

And honestly it’s getting old

The other day I called a friend that I've been missing

And quickly I’m reminded of emotions I’ve been hiding

For weeks, no more lonely nights

In my bed, I’ve been ignoring all my friends

But I try to see it through (try to see it through)

It's a chore to say I do

I know I'm lying (ah)

And I feel like a mess

When it's all in front of me

And it feels so out of reach

I don't know what to say

So I look the other way

When I know just what I want

But it's pouring out at once

Don't tell me it's too late

‘Cause it always ends the same

And honestly it’s getting

Old, old

Old, old

Yesterday I saw a vision of myself (old, old)

I was happy as can be, now it's all in front of me (old, old)

And it’s not so out of reach

Not anymore to me

I’ve finally found my peace

And I know just what I want

And it’s pouring out at once

Don’t tell me it’s too late

Just wanna find my place