lemons

These days, I'm distant, have to stop and pat my pockets

When I'm half a mile away, did I close the door and lock it?

Yeah, I'm forgetful these days, I don't remember I don't love you

Anymore

These days, I walk around with strings tied to my fingers

One for every time you were too tired to ruin dinner

And I try to untie, but I'm just spreading myself thinner

Wish I could go back a year and tell that boy what's gonna hit him

I don't miss him, I'm just a bit lonely

I don't want him, just want him to hold me

Why am I still a mess on the floor?

I don't love him, don't love him, don't love him anymore

Don't know why I still cry for no reason

I'm not sad, must be allergy season

I'm unlearning, I'm having withdrawals

I don't love him, don't love him, don't love him anymore

I repress how you turn lemonade back into lemons

Refusing to get baptized when I tried to give you heaven

Nah, you can't help it, there's nothing in this world you couldn't ruin

If you were in the rain, then all my hopes were made of sugar

What a sweet puddle for your socks to soak up

While the summer choked us, I was crying, soaped up

I came out a new man, and now I'm clean without my hopes up

I don't miss you, I'm just a bit lonely

I don't want you, just want you to hold me

Why am I still a mess on the floor?

I don't love you, don't love you, don't love you anymore

Don't know why I still cry for no reason

I'm not sad, must be allergy season

I'm unlearning, I'm having withdrawals

I don't love you, don't love you, don't love you anymore

Goodbye, Pipersgatan 30, goodbye, twin bed that we slept in

Goodbye to all the clothes of mine I left the day you met me

Goodbye, window that we fucked in, goodbye, rainy mornings tucked in

Goodbye, sweet little nothings