Space Waste

Sitting here wondering if I went too far this time

Think I blew my cover

I'm a lousy lover

I'm a dick, I'm a condescending bitch

I have been alone for too long

Don't know how to be with anyone

Got a mean streak but I want to

Shave off my callouses 'til I'm soft and pink and new

A waste of space

Fucking up a good thing

I can't fall asleep it's too much to digest

And I wake in the middle of the night

Heart pounding in my chest

If you told me to shut up

I'd know that I could laugh it off

But you leave me with my thoughts

Caffeine-addled, overwrought

And I try to play it cool

But I'm waiting impatiently

Just trembling like a fool

A waste of space

Fucking up a good thing

A waste of space

Fucking up a good thing

Do you still want me?

A waste of space

Fucking up a good thing