What am I afraid of

That's a really good question.

I don't know,

I've been afraid of telling you this

this whole time

But… I'm afraid of you,

I'm afraid of the right thing

I hope you can at least respect that I'm honest about it

Finished

That's not the word

Is it commitment

Don't know if I can settle down now

But girl you've changed me for awhile and now, now, now

See every time I'm in the clutches of you

I think of all the ways that I would love you

The very moment I stare into your eyes

I'm overthinking 'bout the rest of our lives

Can't leave you out in the cold

But I'm afraid to get old

With someone I can't be sure is gonna love me forever

Ooh, yeah

Can I be settled down (Can I be settled down)

Can I be sure that this is gonna work

Scared of going first

Always end up hurt

Can't pour out all my feelings so how,

Can I be settled down (Can I be settled down)

I'm never sure if I can trust my heart

Maybe we can start

I can feel your pain

Only being honest with you

Ooh, oh, ooh, oh

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Ooh, oh, ooh, oh

Ooh, oh, ooh, oh

Oh

Oh, oh, ooh, oh, oh, oh

I'm not afraid

To love again

I'm scared it all

Comes to end

What if it works

What if there's joy

I'm scared of peace,

And happiness

Push you away

Leave you instead

This wintertime

Gets in my head

I don't need warmth

Let me be cold

But when you touch me it's over,

You know that I'll always fold

Yeah yeah yeah

Oh, oh, ooh, oh,oh, ooh, oh, oh, ooh, oh, oh, oh

Are you down to be

A distraction baby?

But don't distract me,

And I can't lose again on love anymore

Oh, oh

Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

No

And I can't take these feelings out on you anymore

Oh

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Do you, do you, do you, do you, wanna be

Oh oh

Man a come

See me, me, me, me

Mi say, mi just cyan done

See me, me, me, me

Mi see di hitman a come

See me, me, me, me

Mi say, mi just cyan done

Dem want I,

Man a come

See me, me, me, me

Mi say, mi just cyan done

See me, me, me, me

Mi see di hitman a come

See me, me, me, me

Mi say, mi just cyan done

Dem want I, dem want I

Oh, oh

I'm new here

In this new year

It's too clear

To my new peers

It's cold out

My heart froze

I'm frostbit

In my clothes

What's freedom,

In this storm

I need love

My heart's worn

I'm covered in my history

Treat love like a mystery

Wallow in my misery

I can't solve these feelings at all

Pressure at my age to think of settling down

Chaos in this generation I can't break out

Stuck inside my life and I can't open it out

Broken in my heart the same in my bank account

I'm new here

In this new year

It's too clear

To my new peers

Scared of being hurt again

Lost and stuck in my whirlwind

Can't escape my generation

Do I do here

I'm new here,

What do I do here

New here

What do I do here

Babe I'm new here,

What do I do here

New here,

What do I do here

New here,

What do I do here

New here,

What do I do in here

New here