for better or worse

You been stuck up

I’ve been fucked up

Living like the tea in the kettle, you got me locked up

You keep your chest tight

I won’t fight it, i’m

Looking for some comfort in hidin’ or i might die tonight

You’re so conceited

You got your reasons

Ocd and trauma, i know, girl

How hard you’re dealing

I’m just uptight

Barely breathing

I feel it in my stomach

I’m drowning, it’s hard to deal with

All my life i’ve been looking for a girl so right

I can’t believe i had you by my side

And now i just wanna die

I can’t sleep when i’m with you ’cause

You’re still fuckin’ cheating in my head

And i promise that when i leave tonight

It’ll be the last time

Fucked up, babe

You got me drowning in this bottle

I lied when i said i wasn’t feeling hollow

I smile when you call me up

Just to ask ’bout my day

I wish i didn’t have to push you away

All the colors of us starting to fade

All our memories are turning to gray

Swear i would stay if i could

I gotta leave before i love you

You got me drowning in this bottle

I wish i wasn’t feeling hollow

I wish i didn’t have to push you away

But it’s gonna have to stay that way

All my life i’ve been looking for a girl so right

I can’t believe i had you by my side

And now i just wanna die

I can’t sleep when i’m with you ’cause

You’re still fuckin’ cheating in my head

And i promise that when i leave tonight

It’ll be the last time