The pattern doesn't exist

So it can't break

Or maybe I'm just trying to ignore it

And avoid all the heartache

And I dwell on dates

I dwell on late texts

Counting 4 posts sent away

Im paralyzed by my own messages

I have a favourite person

But not in the best way

I think that I have a favourite person

In an unhealthy way

But its not a pattern right

Cause I don't want it to break

Having that shit on my consciousness

Will take me away

I mute peoples stories

Cause I don't wanna see them

When we plan a hang out

You better be there when we said

Just text me when you're here

Exactly

And don't think that i don't mean that

Conditionally

Because now that you're in a whole other city

I don't feel like i can connect to you equally

I have a favourite person

But not in the best way

I think that I have a favourite person

In an unhealthy way

But its not a pattern right

Cause I don't want it to break

Having that shit on my consciousness

Will take me away

I mute peoples stories

Cause I don't wanna see them

When we plan a hang out

You better be there when we said

I mute peoples stories

Cause I don't wanna see them

When we plan a hang out

You better be there when we said

I have a favourite person

But not in the best way

(I mute peoples stories cause I don't wanna see them)

I think that I have a favourite person

In an unhealthy way

(When we plan a hang out, you better be there when we said)

But its not a pattern right

Cause I don't want it to break

(I mute peoples stories cause I don't wanna see them)

Having that shit on my consciousness

(When we plan a hang out, you better be-)

Will take me away

I have a favourite person

But not in the best way

(I mute peoples stories cause I don't wanna see them)

I think that I have a favourite person

In an unhealthy way

(When we plan a hang out, you better be there when we said)

But its not a pattern right

Cause I don't want it to break

(I mute peoples stories cause I don't wanna see them)

Having that shit on my consciousness

Will take me away

I have a favourite person

And I mute stories

When we plan a hang out

The pattern better not break

Having that shit on my consciousness

Kinda feels like heartbreak

But don't feel pressure cause I can't reciprocate