We were singing the same song but got different notes

I was tryna stay afloat

Whole lot of drank and dope

Tried a couple things to cope

So now I'm on the dro

I'm in my head somewhere I must be laying low

Weary, dreary, merely saying I am woe

But this ain't me tryna get no sympathy vote

This me saying the realest shit I wrote yet

This'll be the hardest thing I haven't spoke, bet

I lost my people but to me they never belonged

I spent years, months, weeks tryna tailor the songs

Seeing the vision but boy that tunnel getting long

Peeping division try to funnel that energy all alone

Sitting here wondering how my dogs feel

Whole time them guys think I ain't their dog still

Holding the team down I'm thinking it was all real

Something flipped caught that for a grip shit ah well

Stomachs turned lessons learned bridges crumble

Now it's all blessings by the bundle

But Abundance ain't fun with no one to split it with

Now how do I decide to divide the dividends

Close fam hate me too man, it is what it is

Lead the horses to water can't bring it to their shit lips

Might've had a daughter or son, but I wasn't man enough for kids

Just a boy playing grown games with not a lot to give

See

Me

I was missing padre

For every time he wasn't there a second I'd piss on his grave

No shade to my brothers and sisters but we got his face

Every look in the mirror another moment of self hate

 

We were singing the same song but got different notes

I was trying to stay afloat

Whole lot of drank and dope

Tried a couple things to cope

So now I'm on the dro

I'm in my head somewhere I must be laying low