Do I only see the truth when I'm

When I'm overdosed?

Is when i can realize you are the worst person

I've ever met

All of you, created by all of me

I'm so beautiful, I can love for us both

And when I open my eyes I'm floating alone in our boat

And when i open my mouth i swallow all the words down my throat

Was a suicidal attempt or was I

Trying to convince myself that i hate you?

Guess I am just tired of being sober

Is when I'm alone with you

You see me cry cause I can't take it anymore

Another lie spilled out from your vocal chords

Tonight I have to overdose

So I can see that you

You are a whore

You can't even know if I'm sober or overdosed

Ain't it kinda special?

I love chewing on cocain popsicles

And every time i say a word

Is like im speaking from the grave

And when i try to ask for help

I feel even more unsafe

I need my head to stop for a while

And stop to sabotage my own smile

I've been praying everyday

To be able to fly away with the wings God gave me

And when the day arrives I'm flying alone through the skies

And when is late at night I'm praying to God to let me die

Was a suicidal attempt or was I

Trying to convince myself that i hate you?

Guess I am just tired of being sober

Is when I'm alone with you

You see me cry cause I can't take it anymore

Another lie spilled out from your vocal chords

Tonight I have to overdose

So I can see that you

You are a whore

You can't even know if I'm sober or overdosed

Ain't it kinda special?

I love chewing on cocain popsicles