Clutching on this gun

Load a round into the chamber

Shutting out these people I don't need a fucking savior

Running's all I've done

Found success but I'm a failure

Judge me for my part I played in making you all strangers

Lovers that I've shunned left profound hard lessons

Welcome to my end the silence so serene

Strengthen my resolve

Where is the meaning in these transcripts

Head it spins in circles while the heart it starts to shatter slowly

Bleeding on the inside

Death by a thousand cuts

Wielding all this insight

Does nothing but give me disgust

Coping Mechanism's warranty has long expired

Faking optimism what is that you desire (?)

I don't know I know I can't move on

So long ago since I've left home

Stress of being alone is chiseled on my face like Roman stone

Now it seems my cover's blown

This empty space'll be my throne

Calling me baby

I am not the one you want to ride off with when sun sets

You make me crazy

I love the thought of you I'm so sorry I couldn't keep you

Think of you daily

My heart aches but won't break you became

Just a sad memory

Bleeding...

Basking in the silence the soothing sound of the rain's

Masking all the sirens they're cruising around for strays

Waiting to be syphoned I'm oozing out all my pain

Fading to a hollowness losing the fight, ashamed

Same rhetoric I'm derelict my duties I've come to neglect

A maverick like Lucifer sick cruelties I've come to expect

A heretic, I disconnect

Find beauty in the context

My sentiments they detriment

I'm gloomy always upset

Take in the night's light, losing signs of life

Shaking filled with fright

Death is within sight

Don't mourn me, morning

Descends upon us, forming

Another day to hold the ones you love, closely

End of the road is near

The vicious crows they leer

Waiting to feed on my carcass, consequence severe

Bring back a day

I felt right to say

"I feel alright today"

Instead my heart decays

Calling me baby

I am not the one you want to ride off with when sun sets

You make me crazy

I love the thought of you I'm so sorry I couldn't keep you

Think of you daily

My heart aches but won't break you became

Just a sad memory

Leave me...

Love you but I hate you why do I feel this way

Don't want to but I want you, do you feel the same (?)

I'll push through though I feel blue where's the medicine

Feel doom's gloom in the bedroom, misery enslaves

Hard to maintain when you can't say what you need to say

Your fragrance sparked an interest bought in your campaign

I've lost it, mental patient

Kept the door shut to the basement

Your love hurts like a sick friend

Hope you're doing well, let us pretend

Calling me baby

I am not the one you want to ride off with when sun sets

You make me crazy

I love the thought of you I'm so sorry I couldn't keep you

Think of you daily

My heart aches but won't break you became

Just a sad memory

Leave me!