I talk to me more than I talk to anybody else

I can't let them see that it's been hard as hell

Trust issues, believe it, make it hard to tell

No one left to call so I call myself

I step in the party, I got my shades on

And the hotties keep staring, they never say none

If you ever see me smiling, it's a fake one

Cause I'm really tryna leave

I get no sleep at night cause all these thoughts keep me awake

And I'm staring at these notes, but it's my feelings I can't face

I'm already heartless, so what else is there to break?

I don't need no luck, I swear there's nothing left to save

Boxes and boxes, I'm popping and dropping the pills

I ain't been hiding, I need something to help me heal

Why the love always be fake and the problems be real?

I always give more than I take, that's just how it is

Grateful for what I got from my God, uh huh

Does that mean I wanna stay right in the spot? Nah nah

I made it through the flames, I walked into the rain

I'm running into thunderstorms until my grave

They always say they wanna see you win, just not more than them

Think that they would probably be ashamed if you got bored of them

Sorry I can't help it, it's just me, I'm more than ordinary

It's okay if you don't understand, we not the same

I can tell she into me, shorty from the Philippines

I don't fine dine, I grew up eating Indomie

Don't know if she got what it takes to find the inner me

All I know is that I'm drained, I need some energy

I get no sleep at night cause all these thoughts keep me awake

And I'm staring at these notes, but it's my feelings I can't face

I'm already heartless, so what else is there to break?

(I don't need no luck, I swear there's nothing left to save)

Boxes and boxes, I'm popping and dropping the pills

I ain't been hiding, I need something to help me heal

Why the love always be fake and the problems be real?

I always give more than I take, that's just how it is

If you love me, that ain't my fault, I'm unavailable

I play Pokémon with Xannie bars, I'm gonna take 'em all

Baby I'm no good at small talk, it's time to take it off

I could fuck you good though, make you miss this wood so

You stop running back to that one ex who never cared

And if she got a man, then for tonight, tell him we shared

She wanted to go shopping, I wanted to fuck, it's fair

I guess I messed your curls up, I'll pay, go fix your hair

No denial, I've been waiting for my trials and tribulations

Hour after hour, I've been praying for some patience

I know that the seeds will turn to flowers, I've been waiting

I'm staying silent 'til I hear congratulations

I get no sleep at night cause all these thoughts keep me awake

And I'm staring at these notes, but it's my feelings I can't face

I'm already heartless, so what else is there to break?

I don't need no luck, I swear there's nothing left to save

Boxes and boxes, I'm popping and dropping the pills

I ain't been hiding, I need something to help me heal

Why the love always be fake and the problems be real?

I always give more than I take, that's just how it is