Black in Wild

Devil on my left side

But God on my right

Trying to figure out this game plan to this plight

Cause life be really lifing

And this shit get kinda sad

Never thought you'd be a victim

To addiction ... now you mad

This porno gotta strong hold

The weed ain't really hitting right

Black & Mild heavy

With the liquor make a bitter bite

Black & Mild heavy

With the liquor make a bitter bite

Trying to stay sane in my mind is the biggest fight

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I've been circling

Wondering will I ever reach status

Or am I wasting my time

And should I get back to 9 to 5ing

I've been unfocused

Unmotivated

I'm jaded

I lost a piece of the thrill

Won't allow it to heal

I'm scared

Ok

8 in the 3rd grade

Struggling off that homemade

Never worried 'bout being po' (I was never worried about being po')

Daddy was the breadwinner

A muslim

And ex-banger

**** on the block called him "Black"

I guess that's why I

Hustle hard

And play it smart

And keep it cool

With a slight bend to them rules

But at the same time

I been feeling really stagnant

Bout to say fuck it

I don't need it

I'm pass that

But my ego is fragile

We all want applause

Don't let 'em see you sweating, Erthe

You a superstar

But see the stars didn't align like I thought

Woe is me

And trusting God getting hard

When you dream big as me

I've been dealing with it since the days I was a lad

I had my head up in the clouds

I'm wishing visions on a star

And all I wanna do is see my mama

And tell my grandmother that I love her

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What's the day without sunshine

And what's the night without moon (night without moon)

What's the joy without heartache

And what's the peace without doom (peace without doom)

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