Holy water into cyanide

Red diamond into dust

Fascination turned to apathy

And then we’d circle back through lust

Ribbon on my throat

Shows you where to choke

‘cause I didn’t feel your love til’ it hit me in the face

And I didn’t hate you ‘cause I thought I was to blame

To the rest of the world you look like a man

But I see a monster

Silver lining into spiderweb

You went from lamb into beast

And I went from savior to contortionist

Whatever shape you want I’ll be

A bruise can be such a pretty thing

‘cause I didn’t feel your love til’ it hit me in the face

And I didn’t hate you ‘cause I thought I was to blame

To the rest of the world you look like a man

But I see a monster

I still run away every single day

Now I wear you like a scarlet letter

‘cause I didn’t feel your love til’ it hit me in the face

And I didn’t hate you ‘cause I thought I was to blame

To the rest of the world you look like a man

But I see a monster

I see a monster

I see a monster