I'll show you the reason it cost me

Too many dreams in the mornin, leanin' up on me

Tell you but you couldn't show me

All that I'm holdin' - killin' you softly It was just killin' me softly

Although the sorries buried me partially

Lazarus from out the garden

Your heart full of grace and it hardened

My heart full of anger and carbon

I'm honest, I'm naked, I promise

I'm swipin' my Amex, it's karmic

This side of the line, I'm way out in front

Couldn't front if I tried

I listen when angels imparting wisdom from all who departed

But learnin' to love you's the hardest

And I walk out my room right into a maze

I journey for days, I marvel at all that you gave

I give it up quick as you came

Scared that it wasn't the same

Scared that it couldn't be fixed

But a kiss on the cheek's still a kiss

Different bitches I needed to fix

Pour it out on the fires of bliss

Tryna put the light back on my wrist

Shit, I've been away for a bit

Skippin' stones in the bottomless pit

Everything - Cost is immense

I put in the work but the cost is immense, yeah