How Can I Sleep

Another sleepless night in my momma house staring at the ceiling

Another night with a heavy heart I cant describe what I'm feeling

Oulady laid up in the next room I know she can't sleep either

Almost 60 caring for a **** she must need a breather

She told me she worries about me and prays that I get a job

I pray for the same thing cause I'm tired of feeling like I'm a slob

My bedsheets smell like disappointment and unemployment

I cannot look in a mirror don't wanna face dissapoint

Approaching 30 at the speed of light I'm still stuck in the dark

Imposssible to find a job in the city of stars it's all dark

Regret heavy on my heart I wish I tried this at 20

I picked the safer route a 9-5 but it turned out dirty

It's kinda funny that I got none to show at almost 30

I cannot see whats next in my life man my vision been blurry

I lost my faith in God regained and I lost it again

But now we good I cannot blame Him it's just part of the game

How can I sleep

How can I sleep

I let go of the woman I love cause I felt I kept her stuck

Couldn't afford to be in love my **** that shit Sucked

She would've done anything for me, couldn't do none for her

Couldn't do none for myself honestly belonged in a hearse

It's crazy when your plan B is another ****'s plan A

If I sell a couple raps I'll probably get a place to stay

Trust me when I tell you this is not me chasing some dream

This here my last shot at not starting a fucking pyramid scheme

This is me trying not to trick pensioners out their SASSA money

This is me trying not to sell nyaope just to fill my tummy

When I got a pen that's more lethal than the American army

I know I'm safe in the game none of these boys can harm me

Some of my hommies probably shocked that I can rap like this

My other hommies already know that I can never miss

I may be late but this here my only ticket out the hood

So imma stay up all night for this shit make it sound good

How can I sleep (yo)

How can I sleep