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Choice words paint a picture you ain't mean to brush

Bright tape, chalked out what a situation

Caught in

Human ways ain't no grace gave

Justified on both ends

Lost in the translate

Heart in the hands

Weight too heavy, frustration

Seeps through the days end

Sleep do escape him

2 sides same coin, that don't make sense

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It's getting way tense

Head space tenant that don't pay rent

Follow up for days, 5 boroughs stay bent

Tryna get it straight

There's certain shit that you just can't escape

And I don't even smoke no more

Still wish that it would fade

If I knew it be the last night

Probably wouldn't be a past life

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be the last night

Then I probably woulda act right

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be

Staring at reflections

I can see the complex

Simple in its being but

Shit be getting toxic

I can see you problem

And what it was with me

A little self conscious now since you up and leave

That was 2 peas in a pod

A better Shon when you riding I'd be lying if I said that I agree

With ya decision, I get it to a degree

But now this paper is the only thing I need thats

Page after page with a

Chest full of rage and mind full of signs of the mess that I made

See lines get crossed

We know that was both ways, I hate it

One day that I'll look back in old age like damn it I shoulda

Or I wish that I didn't

Either way that shit feel like a life sentence

It don't finish you just gotta live with it

Learning how to cope again may be my meal ticket

If I knew it be the last night

Probably wouldn't be a past life

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be the last night

Then I probably woulda act right

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be

Now everywhere I look I see

A shadow of ya presence

I ain't even trying

Know we used to shine, patent leather out the box

Feel like we deserve a better ending than we got

Tossing and I'm turning it's concerning

Only way to get me up is when I lock in on the verses

Know you hurting but

I am too

Sent a text and, bubbles saying read then

Rang a couple times sent to voicemail instead

Guess my efforts really

Don't matter

Know ya friends in ya ear with the wrong chatter

But you don't owe me nothing

And I hate to admit it

Just wish it wasn't a bad taste to cause a diminish

And i can't fix it

Fuck I can't fix it

You won't even talk to me

I can see we growing distant

Now apologies in order so I'm hoping that you listen

It's an open letter wish the best but know I'm missing

I won't hide it and I hate it I'm

Tryna be okay with it

I can't play the victim

Made my bed so I'mma lay in it but fuck

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be the last night

Then I probably woulda act right

If I knew it be the

If I knew it be