Going Under

I remember when the doctor told me

It isn't normal to be anxious all the time

I kinda wish that he never told me

I liked it better when I thought I was alright

I wonder what I should be reading into

When he mentions how much I mention you

He's heard the same complaint for half a year now

Give it one more session, he'll be crazy too

And I hate to doubt you

Cause I can't be here without you

But sometimes I cannot help but wonder

If the heart that's on your sleeve was

Always this faded because

I get the sense that we are going under

I'm sick of using my imagination

Just to picture how you say you feel inside

We only ever cuddle when you're drinking

Even then we sleep a foot apart at night

For everything you're going through the motions

We're out to dinner, you're staring at your phone

I wonder if you ever feel emotion

I wonder if I'm better off alone

And I hate to doubt you

Cause I can't be here without you

But sometimes I cannot help but wonder

If the heart that's on your sleeve was

Always this faded because

I get the sense that we are going under

And I hate to doubt you

Cause I can't be here without you

But sometimes I cannot help but wonder

If the heart that's on your sleeve was

Always this faded because

I get the sense that we are going under