Chaos Emerald

Is it time for me to go home?

Cuz I see the look in your eyes

That you needed space

And you needed time

And I might be pushing a new life

And you told me that you're never ready

But if it was different this would be the time

Did you see me for what I was?

Dancing in my room in all your clothes

Or was it a test to fill a little time?

And if you see the way he looks at me

I'm already all the things I need to be

I'll try to tell you

How much he means to me

But I'll wander forward as far as I can see

Could you listen while I whine?

Cuz I need you to survive

And I can't explain this internal fight and

I might be crazy but I won't lie

And I told you that I'm always ready

Around your corner to make your mind

Did you see me for what I was?

Dancing in my room in all your clothes

Or was it a test to fill a little time

Don't run from me tonight

I've been waiting for you my whole life

As tiring as it might be

I'm desperate for relief

Do you see anything in me anymore?

Anymore?

Do you wear black out of spite?

You're missing your colors in your hair

I'm blending in with the background

I wish I made you stay

Made you stay

Fighting so hard for something

That will kill me eventually

I don't mind playing dumb

And praying that you're the one

And if you see the way he looks at me

I'm already all the things I need to be

I'll try to tell you

How much he means to me

But I'll wander through forward as far as I can see