Behold premise of my demise

I wrote the ending hoping it would suffice

The Novocaine leaks into my brain

And spills out through my mood swings each day

The changes I make

All shift with my intake of serotonin from reliving my mistakes

For I see all the forfeit I made

See-sawing on the ether

Life and death I regain the fibres that create my existence

And bolster my name

Fixated on maintaining consciousness this mountain I claim

I savour each breath that I take

Recalled my life flashed before my eyes

Replayed the hard parts, I won't disguise

Realise my new lease on life

I died and was reborn at 25

I chose to survive

Renewed lease on life

I chose to survive

I won't take my life as a due sacrifice

I won't let this claim my life

I won't die on this cold hillside

You watched the blood rush from my cheeks

A pale ghost hung where ends meet

You pulled me up, and brought me back to life

I died and was reborn at 25

Won't face my demise

I chose to survive

Embrace my new height

My life perspective redefined that night

If I had the chance to climb mountains again

I'd face my fear and trek towards new heights instead

I take the beauty in

I love the view from here

I love the view from up here