How I Feel Inside

Think it's bout time I fix my life n get my shit together

But I was so down it felt like I won't ever change the weather

Keep my eyes closed but then I see myself on different levels

Reaching different goals so now I gotta get this shit together

I was going strong was on my grind poppin shit too close to gettin on

But that shit went straight to my head I didn't keep it goin

I remember made some decisions without even knowin

I was tryna fit in the picture but that time is gone

I guess I feel it now

I failed to realize

Just another lesson that I needed I

I don't know I'm just guessing but I need advice

I'm just expressing how I feel inside

Some days I sit up in my room n think bout shit I used to do

Thinkin bout the past n how I could've made some moves

I had everything right in my hand n that's the truth

But somewhere along the line I dropped the ball n fumbled too

I was on go

I had them like "Damn the youngin poppin"

Ain't no stoppin had the city in my hand

But see that shit ain't go as planned

I ain't understand

Now I gotta man up

Cuz all this shit it come n go

Don't fuck around n miss ya blessings for some hoes

See I was thinkin I was gold

But now I see that I was slowly gettin cold

Some opportunities had passed me by

Should've my ass powerhouse that shit was live

But after that I slowly started gettin tired

Not from workin but the demons I was tryna fight

N they had a hold on me no I can't even lie

Should've listened when my mama tried to steer me right

Swear this shit crazy Ian even try

But now I'm picking up the pieces tryna fix my life

Moral of the story just make sure you straight

Cuz all the shit you pray for can get delayed

Just believe me cuz I know the pain

Think it's bout time I fix my life n get my shit together

But I was so down it felt like I won't ever change the weather

Keep my eyes closed but then I see myself on different levels

Reaching different goals so now I gotta get this shit together

I was going strong was on my grind poppin shit too close to gettin on

But that shit went straight to my head I didn't keep it goin

I remember made some decisions without even knowin

I was tryna fit in the picture but that time is gone

I guess I feel it now

I failed to realize

Just another lesson that I needed I

I don't know I'm just guessing but I need advice

I'm just expressing how I feel inside

(How I feel inside)

(If you wanna know how I feel inside, yea)