Saw your sister at the dentist

We were both kind of in shock

She looked so different and pretty

Seems like she's come really far

Did she tell you all the things that her and I silently said

When you didn't understand, so I shut up and nodded my head

Am I winning?

Did I lose?

Am I miserable?

Am I cool?

Am I winning?

Will I lose?

Am I comfortable?

Am I cruel?

Thought when I figured it out I'd feel good

Like I solved a treasure hunt

But now all I have are second guesses made worse by what I lost

And it seems to me that I've learned how to be

One of the boys

Feels good to know that someone has my back through all of the noise

But am I winning?

Did I lose?

Am I miserable?

Am I cool?

Am I winning?

Should I lie?

Am I figured out?

Should I apologize?

Am I winning?

Did I lose?

Am I misserable?

Am I cruel?

Am I floating

Forward or back?

Am I moving

On the right track?

Am I wasting

All my time?

Is it impossible

Or is it fine?

Is it fine?

Impossible

Or is it fine?