Hm, hm, hm

(Stay with Vegas on the wave)

Watchin' this blood just spill on the pave', I saw his blood and I'm sorry for days

Tryna make me a way, this shit had made me change

Plus bro died in my face, I'll never be the same

This shit I hold in, tryna breathe in the whirl with no wind

Got a **** feelings deep on the low end, I be peepin' they leave at my lowest

Tryna keep my eye focused, tryna keep my eye focused

Feet bleedin' from walkin' on pain, fingers hurtin' from pullin' that thing

I observe everyone, everything, don't merge, it's a one man lane

I be playin' the one man game, it ain't for two 'cause I need everything

It ain't for you, you ain't been through the pain

Heart made of stone and I got me a body full of rage, yeah

Ain't no love 'cause a **** ran out

High off drugs, hope a **** don't die

Thinkin' 'bout cuz just make me cry, yeah

I don't even know what I'm doin'

I fill up my body with fluid, I'm killin' the pint, I'm with Screwly

Drink in the truck, it's a Dually, suicide on my mind, I'll do it

Like, me and that pain we into it, and the trauma just come overrulin'

Like, fuck, I'ma hold my cry

Mama said it's okay if I do it, all the pain got me grippin' my toolie

Where the OG that's teachin' the students?

And the pain that I hold, been steerin' me wrong

No we don't got long 'cause one day we all go

Tryna hold on, made me feel like a bozo

Sorry, if I hurt you bad, don't cry when my time go

Old money, old problems

Tryna turn in my choppa for this but I can't

It's a mental thing, bad memories, I have, that sit on top of my brain

Hopin' the drugs can hide it

I higher the doses, just nothing but syrup in my body

I don't really wanna talk about it, no, I smile tryna hide the pain though

Really feel I wanna give up, in a BP truck doped up off lean

I know they don't really give a fuck, they be tellin' me stuff that they don't even mean

Not a soul out here I need

You ain't gotta stay, you can leave me

But best believe that door closed, if you ever need me, yeah

Ain't no love 'cause a **** ran out

High off drugs, hope a **** don't die

Thinkin' 'bout cuz just make me cry, yeah

I don't even know what I'm doin'

I fill up my body with fluid, I'm killin' the pint, I'm with Screwly

Drink in the truck, it's a Dually, suicide on my mind, I'll do it

Like, me and that pain we into it, and the trauma just come overrulin'

Like, fuck, I'ma hold my cry

Mama said it's okay if I do it, all the pain got me grippin' my toolie

Where the OG that's teachin' the students?

And the pain that I hold, been steerin' me wrong

No we don't got long 'cause one day we all go

Tryna hold on, made me feel like a bozo

Sorry, if I hurt you bad, don't cry when my time go