reborn

picking up my cross on the way to sorrows

shoutout to these meds, without em i'd be dead

insecurities steady fucking up my head

i don't want the love cuz it always come with pain

all i want is drugs cuz it help to numb my veins

shit, what you really on?

probably more than i told her

matte black lungs in a matter black rover

scared to shut my eyes, demons waiting for me to sleep

scared when i'm awake, all i feel anxiety

bottle low but somehow it is always me that's lower

i'm pouring while i throw up, addiction taken over

i got a better chance of growing wings before i get sober

i shoot that rock like Odom

for years i

for years i danced with devil on a bed of spikes

i was gambling with my demons and i bet my life

detox i was praying, seizing every night

i went from sipping dirty sprite to the blood of christ

reborn

back from the muh fuckin dead yea thinking they seen a ghost

diamonds all over my body

that rope and the noose had to go

if they gone up and hate me now, they never loved me before

all of the bitches wanna date me now, wasn't fucking me when i was broke

fuck is they yapping about? talking that shit from the sidelines

i made this shit outta nothing, and no it ain't come with no guidelines

whenever i muh fuckin drop, i muh fuckin switch up the timeline

just go off the muh fuckin top, it's nothing to switch up the paradigm

racks all up in my pocket, speaking that word like a prophet

can't stop it, i lock in and drop it, just to come back and go top it

love it or hate it, they watched it

i'm taking all of the profit

whatever it muh fuckin is, you muh fuckers are not it

i know that they mad, they pissed wondering how i ain't die yet

i'm off these muh fuckin scripts, they wondering how i ain't high yet?

i came and took what i want, they should grow nuts and go try it

surrounded by Pilates

yea

picked up my muh fuckin cross, the rest of these boys, they soft

can see on they muh fuckin body, they couldn't handle the cost

i go to war until they dead or my body lined in the chalk

risen up outta that north