I've gotten used to betrayal

No one wants to know me well

I can't even look at myself

This isn't me

It's someone else

Pick up the phone

Try to call me

I'm spilling my morning coffee

I'll try my best to embody

The version of me

I want you to see

Ooh

Listen to the rain, it's telling stories

Ooh

Haven't been the same, since the mourning

I'll try to remember

I've gotta be better

'Cause nothing I do is enough

End of December

I lost my composure

I finally tried to give up

Ooh

There's something in air that wants to haunt me

Ooh

So hang me out to dry with all your laundry

Tell me you're too scared to love me

Then hold on like I make you happy

What was the point of pretending

To be real?

That's not how you feel

Said it was safe

To be honest

Said I was something you wanted

But you're just a liar

You're just like the rest

I shoulda known

Not to hope for the best

Ooh

Listen to the rain, it's telling stories

Ooh

Haven't been the same, since the mourning

I'll try to remember

I've gotta be better

'Cause nothing I do is enough

End of December

I lost my composure

I finally tried to give up

Ooh

There's something in air that wants to haunt me

Ooh

So hang me out to dry with all your laundry