Ten Times Worse

Wake up and hate it's always the same

Feeling the weight and a lifetime of regret

If you only knew what was on my mind

You would understand just why I want to die

No reason to live, no reason to be

Everyday reality is coming down on me

The pressure I have, I just can't cope

Every day I wake up, it's ten times worse

Feeling the pain, it's all I feel

Living in this hell, it's all too real

You brought me here, left me to die

All I feel is this hate on my mind

Hatred for myself, hatred for you

Living this reality, I can't see it through

There is no end, there is no hope

Every day I wake up, it's ten times worse

Feeling the shame, feeling the hurt

Every day I wake up, it's ten times worse

There is no end, my life is a curse

Every day I wake up, it's ten times worse

It's ten times worse