21 Hearts

21 HEARTS

Trying hard not to feed the monsters

Demons at my side

Doubting every single thing I do

Fear of my decisions failure

You fill the air with laughter, I got to go

Where the night is dark and the moon would softly glow

I’m losing grip and I’m sliding down the hill

And it gets me more thrills than I can take

In fear of my own failure, procrastinating behaviour

That keeps me from going on

For I rather stay on a low down

You know I’m not a writer, just a drunk with a pen

For I don’t think I’m going anywhere

For I’m not even sure of what I want

It all takes time, though it’s all I got

Won’t you give me one more minute?

Need to clear my head, and I do admit it

It keeps me from leading on

It’s hard to feel, sometimes it’s hard to laugh

But the air I am breathing is filled with your love

I’m leading stars and they’re cut up and tied with stripes

Oh land, free land, won’t you wait on me

For I rather stay on a low down

You know I’m not a writer, just a drunk with a pen

For I know I’m going anywhere

For I’m not even sure of what I want

Want to be close to you and hear the stories you’ve been through

Sometimes I wanna be a billionaire, but I wanna do it in a way that’s fair

Oh, life’s gamble, I heard ‘em say

I’m not playing with love, I play 21 hearts above

So I rather stay on a low down

You know I’m not a writer, just a drunk with a pen

For I don’t know what I want