I Cry, Sometimes

Sometimes, I Cry

To feel alive, behind the wheel while I'm driving, or as soon as I arrive before I call and say "I'm outside"

Cause it's therapeutic

I no longer care how I'm viewed, so I overshare in my music

It was really a cry for help, when I made you aware I was abusing prescription drugs, addicted to lust, and all the chips I was losing

That shit was stupid

Sometimes, I Cry

Cause I'm frustrated (ahh)

stuck in my ways, feeling like my firmware need updating

My vibe was just incompatible

That's why I went on sabbatical

Nothing was adding up, I don't mean to get mathematical

Had to get to the root of it, sound like I'm talking radical

Chop it up and divide it, that's if the numbers is rational

When I'm down to my last, I just be feeling like crashing though

(Sometimes, I Cry)

Every so often, I'm crying tears of joy

Lived enough to know life's for living, and got my spirit restored

I ain't hurting. I'm learning. You can hear it in my voice

If I weep, it's just a release, a cleanse of sorts.

Yeah I'm clearing up storage

Making room for new memories. I want to experience more

Can't imagine me going backwards

I'm serious I'm looking forward

With discernment and wisdom as if I've been here before

We've got to save ourselves, before it's much too late.

Please Baby

I keep trying to tell myself, It's not as bad as I believe

But I got to…

(Sometimes, I Cry)

I get emotional. What I'm suppose to do

Grab my phone and take photos, then post it like it's promotional

Used to want an upstairs. Now I'm thinking ocean views

This my fifth time this week watching Frozen 2

Gotta laugh to keep from crying

My BM, she be mad at me sometimes

Don't matter, just keep on trying

Do the best you can do, and that should be just fine

It ain't about what you buy 'em

As a dad, they just need your time

Thinking bout my broken home, and how we're both alone

My therapist told me to, that's why I wrote this song

Gotta cherish these moments, before you know she's grown

I ain't embarrassed

(Sometimes, I Cry)

I'm overwhelmed. This feeling I know too well

My lil homie walked in that courtroom and thought it was 'show and tell'

I ain't want to believe it. I had to see for myself

Got the paperwork. Read it and weep

I'm on my way to church, I'm leaving the streets. It's over with

You get caught up, you take your lick, man you know the risk

If you out here thuggin' with a button or a switch

Then shouldn't nothing make you snitch

The game fixed

Unforgivable

Regretfully

Sometimes, I Cry

Cry