Keep It All Inside

Old habits walk into the room again

With a flair for dramatic

It can't wait to begin

Because it's so cathartic

To know I'm capable of being alive

My guts are out but I keep them all inside

I'm sick of trying

Slowly dying for you to notice me

If it's unspoken to be broken

Why are we wasting time?

And if I'm being honest for the first time in my life

I think you're love, but I keep it all inside

I know you by name but never your face

And if I had any more faith

I'd devote it all to you

Smoke signals I'm sending

Never get replied

I've been manic and a nervous wreck

But I keep it all inside

I'm sick of trying

Slowly dying for you to notice me

If it's unspoken to be broken

Why are we wasting time?

And if I'm being honest for the first time in my life

I think you're love, but I keep it all inside