Before I Drown

Can you save me before I drown?

Can anyone hear me? Somebody say somethin'

I'm thinkin' these dark thoughts, my brain can't stomach

Yes, I've been runnin', dark clouds are comin'

I try to get away, but there is no escape from it

These rain clouds follow me wherever I go, I'm about to fall apart, and yet, nobody knows

My mind is a prison I live in, I hate it

And people think depression is the reason I've made it

These people keep pressin' my buttons, it's crazy

I feed off their fuel, the fire, and all the hatred

I feed off the hater who proceed to make statements

And turn what they say into sons and get famous

I'm not an A-list celebrity, yeah

But one day, I swear to God, I'll be countin' them checks

One day, I swear to God, I'll be takin' the steps

To become even better than I was at my best

I don't even know myself

I wanna let go, but it's a long way down

Losin' breath, and I can start to sink in

I can fall asleep, can you save me before I drown?