Rock Bottom

Well the last thing I remember

Was the taxi coming home

It was early in September

Thank god I wasn't home alone

I was pacing through my kitchen

Then I sat up on my bed

You were talking tried to listen

Then I blacked out hit the deck

I was insane mental head case

So they locked me up until I sobered up

I could not escape

Til I was safe

To myself cause I was way too dangerous

Excuse me as i clean the mess

I didn't know just how careless I got

So lost but now I'm not

Everybody knew me as the girl that loved a party

But I had to stop

I hit a rock

There was no way out

There was no way out

As I withdrew from my symptoms

Every minute felt like ten

Fucking wish that it was winter

Cause I'm drowning in my sweat

But my headspace is better these days

As I dig up the things that I said I'd never touch

Finding new ways to deal with my pain

I won't hide from the flame when the shit starts blowing up

Excuse me as i clean the mess

I didn't know just how careless I got

So lost but now I'm not

Everybody knew me as the girl that loved a party

But I had to stop

I hit a rock

There was no way out

There was no way out

Excuse me as i clean the mess

I didn't know just how careless I got

So lost but now I'm not

Everybody knew me as the girl that loved a party

But I had to stop

I hit a rock

There was no way out

There was no way out