Thug Paradise 2

And it's like, I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)

But I'm so fucked up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)

And I be crying out for help in these songs but nobody helpin' shit (Come on, come on)

I swear I be talkin', but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin' with that glizzy

I'm steady catchin' charges, wonder when they finna get me

It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile

And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?

Bitch, pass the Black & Mild, bitch, lay the pussy down

Why these **** steady dissin' when they know they out of town?

Mama, why I never listen? I burn all these bridges down

****, why I'm always trippin'? Tryna kill a **** now

It's a thug paradise, it's where I live

And they gon' have to give me all the love that I done give

I'm sick and tired of always totin' guns, I wanna live

Sometimes, baby, I just need a hug for being real

Society tryna make the judge give me some years

And I'ma want some blood every time I shed a tear

And try to play me like a duck, and then I flew up outta there

I be lying like a fuck, I say I never have no fear

'Cause girl I scared, I know I'm wrong

But life ain't fair, put it in a song

My head ain't heal, but I still remain strong

I see it clear, I gotta pay for all my wrongs

I swear I be talkin', but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin' with that glizzy

I'm steady catchin' charges, wonder when they finna get me

It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile

And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?

They gon' want to see us dead before they ever see us up

And I'm livin' by that lead, I said I'm dead, I give it up

You don't love me like you said, what the fuck happened to love?

I say my **** doin' fed, he still ain't give no body up

'Cause all we see is red, we got no home

I done laid this bed and I don't wanna sleep alone

I ain't got no friends why the fuck I'm all alone?

Ride to the end, they know I'm comin' with that chrome

And I don't want to die, Lord

But they gon' have to give me what I strive for

I know them **** come for me, but what's the high for?

Triple X, you and me, it's what I die for, come on

I swear I be talkin', but nobody wanna hear me

Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me

V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin' with that glizzy

I'm steady catchin' charges, wonder when they finna get me

It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while

You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile

And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now

Say, why my life been so hard since a child?