Relapse

I lay down with you every evening

And still never know what you're thinking

I'm scared to ask questions I don't want the answers too

Cause now that I know what you're feeling

It feels like there's nothing but demons

Crawling their way out my mouth from my heart

And they say what you want me to

I miss you enough

To hope that you come back

But part of me knows you'll never really want that

You're leaving me high baby, I wanna relapse

But then everybody says I'm just like my Dad

I wake up lost in a daze

Making all the same mistakes

I know the drugs could numb this pain

I heard her crying from the other place

They'll all ask her "Where did he go?" now

She'll look up at the moon while I look down

I'm making her smile in the moments that I'm away

This might be something that I can't come back from

I know that one of these pills is a bad one

But baby you're young, you'll move on

Bet the taste on my tongues like a loaded gun

I miss you enough

To hope that you come back

But part of me knows you'll never really want that

You're leaving me high baby, I wanna relapse

But then everybody says I'm just like my Dad

I wake up lost in a daze

Making all the same mistakes

I know the drugs could numb this pain

I heard her crying from the other place